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Name: yatt
Country: Malaysia
Birthday: 10/23/1981
Gender: Female
Interests: shopping for cheap clothes,swimming,reading, looking for new fwens all around the world,travelling..lots.
Expertise: im really good at vocal arguments but hate debates,haha..mm,everything with an adreline rush and u got ur gal!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Yahoo:  yatt_appleseed
Member Since:
4/6/2005
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| its now my friggin turn to write...its been such a long, hard,harsh cold week in melaka...everthing being describe is NOT about the weather...man,,it has justt been so difficult,benn through some really confusing moments..and it took da best friend to say the magic word, ..."dont think to much"...love ya fwen!!!mm...yeah, for those who still dont know,im getting engaged this weekend...hehehe,sigh*...i dunno what i feel yet..i lurvv my man like heaven ....hmm...its so hard being far away from the one u love cox u gotta travel like more then 80km just to feel happy...mm...my mind and self has been in turmoil the past week,its not about my housemates (whats up lah kay?.hehehe)..its just outside factors coming into me...and of course i cant tel anyone except the ones who dont know the people i know,hahaha...i nearly told kay...(thank God!) but we were interrupted(iz dat how u spell it?!)..sorry kay i couldnt continue,i have to face this myself..but of course, its not about my beloved... hey,what the....sigh* i shouldnt talk like this,it'll just makepeople more confused...hehehe..muahxxxx | | |
| muh latest news, the most disasterous one of all, i gained 4 kilos the past 1 month plus,erkk!!!i dunno whether to pronounce that scary(on account that im getting fat!) or cool(coz im sooo skinny!!),hehehe..i think its quite ok la..atleast im not that fat...huhu...anyhow, second news, i recently got a twching position in melaka,i dont like to say the word lecturer coz i dont think im that good, but its soemthing like that,, at uitm melaka...mm,how long willi be there?dunno,i wanna get married...wahahaha!!third news, its 7.47 pm now and i baru aje basuh baju ,te whole dat was sunny and best, but suddenly like 15 min in washing the clothes, hujan dgn lebat,isk...apebende niee...mmm..
sekanran gputih is making to much noise infront of the pc that i cant concentrate...gotta feed her first, mcmla tadi tak bagi dier makan,were kinda like karma,putih n me eat alot(and i mean a lot!!)(my dad complains coz i dont get fat) but we tend to be skinny,putih is skinnier,can feel her bones..hehehe
ok,ok...mm..gotta go,feed the cat...muahxx
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| mm...haaaaa,tak jadik?alaa,,nape tak ckp can go out today?huhuh....its hard for me to get a day off coz most crhistians gi bible school on weekends so i ganti diorang...i only have sundays off but this sunday maybe, meaybe i go to mentuas house,wahahaha....(isk,takutt!!!!)..
huhu...when is da ticket expired? alaa...susah tul keja nie..hey,wahts azzam doing ah?he in kl?hmm..nanti i propose kat dier keje c nie,hahaha...
oklah bebeh,gtg do some work,hafta make a yearlong plan for camp5..takcare the lot of you!!!
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| asma toled me to update my blog,..huhu...now can laa,im at 8tv..its 10pm another 2 hours to go before i sart work?why am i that early?coz i inished work at camp5 around 8.30 tadi...malas jugak nak balik so terus dtg cni,there a couch here i could crash but ade anak patun gmasahm ctu so malas crash,rather sleep on da table..hehehe
camp5 has been a stressful work for me,its a totally differnt thing to learn and i think all the things i leartn at uitm during my creative writing,writing,literature class didnt help at all...everything is so upgraded ow, i realized this sisnce i went to cap5?cant get what i mean?well..some of my fwens(hana, asma,katt,etc) have read one of azzams positn g about a cuppa coffe cumfing sometime ago,now dat is camp5 style..the language is so unpredictable,no straight forward but if u read it it'll go straight to ur heart n mind,and i..cannot...wtire like that...like memalukan aje coz i got this creatvie writing stuff written on my resume..erkk...well,whats done is done,theres always a pro and con everywhere we go...(thinking of working full time at 8tv,hahaha...)
its cold laaa.. herer...huhu....2mo is my off dayy..wuhooo...take the precious time to sleep...wuhoo againnn, it comes to a stage wheere i dont want to work,just wanna be a housewife,which is also damn boring unless i have soooooo biggy money utk gi jln2 beli clothes lawa2 for kids, but money means work,so i GOTTA WORK!!!
mmm..but this work thing is stripping my life away,i dont spend time with freinds anymore,even my sweetness..arghhh!!itu yang tensen tue...n i missed a day of fun wif fewns,pissed laa...anyway,i 'll hink of something to make it work iin the future...omg..gotta take leave for nextweek,interbiu day..interbui for bakakl mak mentua to c me,hahahaha..isk,dioragn suka ke...sayenie dahle tak lawa,gelap..pendek..nasib baik kiut..hehehe...suke kot,kene charm la ckit...anak diorang bukannye beshh sgt pun,hahaha...acah aje,nasib baik man takde xanga..kalu tidak....hehehe...acah lagi...
haaa,asma..its longggg....want me to write more?dun want laa..wanna c everyone site to kill da time...takecare all pepalll!!!
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| as the saying goes, it takes a longg time and a lot of hardwork to get what u finally dreamed of..i dreamt of ahcieving my dreams way back 7 years ago when i spent too much time just blowing the juices of my brains everywhere...rit now, i am happily the one to gained what i aim for, to complete my path in life which is just one of the roads i have taken.. taking this path meant a lot for me, i learnt the rights and wrongs of poeple, the justice and cruelty in life, the pathetic ways things can end up to be..but in the end, all these taught me what i needed to learn, to be me, to be content in what i do, to do something i think is worthwhile without hurting others and alot more that is much important in my life...
i just completed my final paper, putting a parmenent (aiyaaa..i forgot dah how to spell,bru aje abis paper,hehe!) mark in my life, like the piss of an animal, marking its territory. my final paper in the final stages of my life to achieve my degree..yeaaa!!!i am so happy, deliriously denggue like happy...muahxx to me...it took me tooooooo long to do this but i finally did it together with my friends...i am graduating with the friends i lived life through with, and for that i am grateful..i pray that all of us will achieve what iwe intended to do, and those who dont, never give up because life turns in unexpected ways..before i end,i wanna say thanx to all the friends that "pissed" in my life..
asma - u are the only one who has been there since we were in pre degree till now, eventough there were ups and downs, thanx alot for sharing with me
hana - the softy part in my life who sometime annoys me with her softyness but is so hard to get angry too..hehe,thanx hana
azam - the smelliest pee in my life, the scent that will stay with me forever as a brother who was himself right from the start.
irda - just gotta know here, an ignorant annoying mark but we stick together like glue soemtimes, thats for making my life miserable but sweet at the same time
well.. the others..u are invovled in my daily life, thanx for everything,may God bless you all with all his love and well being,muahxxx
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